Lets dance....

Ok, I know that it has been awhile since I have had the time to post more on my story so here gos...
Leonard had set up on our day off together a trip around the coast of Cape Town touring, picnicking and best of all to be alone and away from the people of the ship. You see wherever we would go somewhere there always was someone from the ship who kept rubbing it in our faces that the ships team frowns upon international relationships, somehow Leonard and I were not afraid of what was to come instead we decided to steal the moment for that was all we had at that point in time. We so had a good day and at the end of it I found myself not wanting to be away from him (I started to fall for this bad boy that soon) The next day there was this tall dark and handsome Indian guy that showed up onboard the ship asking me for a tour of the ship and me being the friendly staff decided to show him around and before you know it he was there everyday looking for me and he wanted me and my closest friends to come for dinner at his families home? I took three friends with me and for some reason he decided to show me his home and tell me about how wealthy he was, that whichever girl marrys him will not have to work a day in her life because he would take care of her, I then realized that he was hinting to me that he was into me? HOLD UP! how did I go from NO guy to two guys? I was ever so shocked that this was happening to me. I found myself being him that night however I thought about Leonard the whole night long...wondering what he was doing or where he could be (unknown to me he was at the entrance of the ship waiting for me) you see he had no clue that someone else was interested in me, that night when we got back he saw this guy and I think that he being a guy knew what this other guys intentions was because the very next day when this guy came to see me Leonard told him that I was gone somewhere while I was in my cabin the whole time...lol, Leonard was trying to take out his competition. I spent some time later on that day with this guy and found out that although I may have all the security that life has to offer with him somehow there was no love and with Leonard there was no security but loads of love ^_^ so, I did the best thing that I could do and steer him in the direction of another friend of mine...lol, I did not want to see him alone, sadly enough it was not what he wanted so he did not come back to the ship until the day that we set sail....bummer!

Getting to know you.

The time has come for me to know who Leonard is and if he is the one that I want to see myself with in days to come? He asked me to spend our day off together and was I in for a surprise, he had arranged for a day of sight seeing...picnic lunch...scrolls along the beach and most of all answering all my questions with truthful answers. I so was enjoying myself that I did not want the night to end, it was so good to see him for who God made him...a caring loving man in need of being loved back, even though he looks like a bad boy on the outside he is a sensitive caring man on the inside. When I was with him all time stood still and I felt like we were the only two people in the universe. As time went by we worked together through the day and would hang out in the afternoon with friends and we so enjoyed eachothers company once the awkward introductions was over with THANK GOD.

I had realized through time spent with him that I was the "Do things by the the Bible" person... boring and no fun to be around and he was the spontaneous, rebel at heart guy and we had the makings for Chicken soup for the soul...lol. He made me laugh when I did not feel like it and let me cry on his shoulders if I needed to, took care of me when I was so sea sick and I started to realize that this tougue talking pentacostal girl is starting to love and be loved.